Boy Scouts Part 4

I sit at the edge of camp in Rob’s arms, kissing him deeply. I didn’t know what I was doing, why I was doing this. I was with Keenan, I was going to lose my virginity to him and yet I was making out with his friend?

After a few moments I stop. “What are we doing?”

He looks at me. “I’m sorry?”

I sigh. “I’m with Keenan.” I tell him and he blinks a few times.

“Really?” He backs up right away. “Oh man, I’m really sorry. I had no idea… So it’s you and Keenan and her and Peter?”

“I thought you would know that.” I groan and then stand up. “God, I’m sorry… This is awkward.”

“Yeah. You’re telling me.” He sighs. “I just saw my friend fucking some random girl, and then made out with my other friends girlfriend. Think it’s awkward for you.” He looks at me. “Why the hell didn’t you tell me you were with him?”

“Because I don’t know if I’m actually with him.” I say and he sighs.

“What does that mean?” He asks, not even looking at me anymore.

“I just mean… We just met. I barely know who he is.” I say and lean against a tree, really wishing Kristy and Peter would just hurry up. Break up the awkwardness. “I don’t know if we are actually together, or just messing around in the forest. I don’t know how he feels.”

He groans. “Don’t tell me you guys have been fucking each other too. Please. Spare me having to hear that.”

“I haven’t. We haven’t.” I say. “We’ve done stuff, but that doesn’t mean we’re together. Or I don’t know if it means that. I don’t know if it means anything.”

“Well it depends on what you did.” He says. “Don’t tell me what, but if you’ve gone further then kissing, then I hate to say it but you two are together.” He tells me, still avoiding eye contact. “Peter! Get the fuck over here!” He yells, standing and walking away from me.

I felt really bad, not only for kissing him while I’m together with Keenan, but also for hurting Rob. He was a nice guy and I just totally turned him down. Well, not only did I turn him down, but I made out with him a little bit first. I didn’t know what I was going to do, I could hide it from Keenan, but then Rob could tell him. Or I could tell him and he could freak out on both me and him.

I look at Rob and take in a deep breath. “You aren’t going to tell him, right?”

“Or course not. He will either kill me, or pity me. Rather avoid both of those.” He says as he digs through a first aid kit, getting a bandage to put on Kristy for our cover story. “Just like I wouldn’t tell anyone that we saw Peter and Kristy having sex. It would only get me killed.”

Peter and Kristy walk back, their clothes all messed up. Once they see us she sighs. “Don’t tell anyone.”

“We won’t.” He says and then passes her the bandage. “Put this on your finger, they think you’re injured.” He says and then starts to walk.

Peter sighs. “Dude, wait up.” He says and then runs after him. I sigh and start to walk with Kristy. She looks at me.

“What’s with him?” She asks.

I sigh. “Nothing. Tell you back at camp.” I say as we start to walk. “And seriously? If it was anyone except for me and Rob, you would have been caught.” I mutter.

She sighs. “I’m sorry, but we couldn’t wait.” She says and shrugs.