Bondage Experiment Gone Awry

I’ve been wanting to tell my story for a while. I didn’t know how to do it because most definitely I didn’t want to voice it out. In today’s world, that would follow me for long time and that I don’t want. So I decided to type it out. Here it goes.

I am Kerri and 22 years old. I live in Europe and study engineering. Electrical engineering to be more precise. Yes, I know that it’s not really girly field but that is where I found myself after various life events which I do not bother to go through. I enjoy team sports and that is why I’ve stayed fit for my whole life. I’m 172 cm tall and weight 55 kgs. I got long brown hair and green eyes. I’ve been said that I’m easy on eye, with my C-cup breasts and tight ass, and I at least try to agree. I’m somewhat insecure about my looks but since this is my story, let’s go with me being pretty.

I live alone in student apartment. I was one of the lucky or unlucky few who was able to get their own place. It is nice to have your own peace. I do enjoy watching television at late, walking around semi-naked and just basically make the apartment look like I want to. But then again, it is somewhat lonely living alone. That is why I have Buddy, my mastiff. He has accompanied me from my parents’ home to here. Originally my parents pushed him to me even when I was little against it. But I’ve grown to enjoy his company.

Buddy is quite big dog, around 80 kgs. He is not aggressive, not really anyway. But he is protective. So if someone starts messing around, he can become little scary. My father taught me how to train him. He used to find large piece of wood and wrestle Buddy for it by holding it from both ends and letting Buddy pull and fight for it. Eventually always my father gave up and let Buddy win. However, I always lost and it was not by giving up. As said, he is a big dog.

My father did not allow neutering Buddy because he did not believe “mutilating living-beings”. I do understand his point of view but Buddy humping everything grew old very quickly. It tried to hump my leg but after couple of smacks to head, Buddy learned not to. Still, every now and then it tries it but, nowadays, only pillows and other soft items should really worry about his affection.

I’ve had my share of sexual encounters with boys. Sex is fun and I do enjoy experimenting but I keep holding myself back because I don’t dare to ask for everything what is in my mind. I also had, one, few weeks long fling with a girl and she opened my eyes for all kind of fun toys. After that I quite regularly took care of myself using said devices, but I haven’t unpacked my kinkier box full of straps and ropes. As I said, I am little bit insecure and I have problems to make the first move, not to mention to ask someone to tie me down and take me when I am helpless. But it doesn’t mean that I haven’t had fantasies about it. And that’s what internet is for. I found tons of sites of wilder and wilder stuff. I have lost count how many times I masturbated by reading erotica online. Those stories also gave me an idea what to try on myself.

I found this site where they instructed how to tie and cuff yourself properly. That just blew my mind. I could experience the sense of being helpless without risk of being judged by anyone. And I could do everything at the safe environment of my home. I read everything I could fine regarding the topic and noticed that I could probably do most of the steps by myself without needing to order anything online.

First step was to figure out way to unlock myself from cuffs after I was done. I sure as hell wasn’t going to ask someone, that would have ruined the whole point. Being student of engineering, I decided to wire timer to release the key for the cuffs after certain period of time. School could provide necessary equipment for that. Second set of items I already had packed to the naughty box. Straps and cuffs to tie me up nicely. Thirdly I have to figure out how to provide stimulus to make this new experience as pleasurable as possible. It has to be something electronical because after all, I should be nice and sexy tied down package when things goes in motion. I thought my vibrator might be too effective and at the same time I couldn’t figure out way how to make sure that it doesn’t fall off if I accidentally or purposely move. So I came to conclusion that at least at the First Time, I could use this tiny clit massager. It can be fixed with some skin tape and I can adjust the power of it before I start.

Then I just have to figure out one final thing and that is a biggie. What position I want to lock myself and how? I want to keep this simple so I don’t need to get more stuff but same time I really really want to have fun. I also want it to be comfortable but not so that I wouldn’t feel little bit of stress. One might think that I am overthinking this but I dread an idea that after the key is released, I am not able to use it to release the locks by being too tied up.

After careful consideration, I decided to use the pull up bar which was already fixed to my home before I moved in. I tie my feet to ends of the bar. Normally the bar is fixed to side of the entrance by using spaces at the ends. But now I can use those same spaces to cuff my feet on them. Next I took feet support from the living room which was just the right size so I can semi-comfortable lay my body on. And I can tie my hands using combinations of chain and handcuffs to the same pull up bar but on the middle area of the bar between my legs. The feet support prevents me to get too close to feet so I could release myself, however it gives me enough room to move my hands to get and use the key. And to finalize the setup, a mouth gag. Well, it wasn’t really a mouth gag but a thingy to keep my mouth open. When I ordered it, it was supposed to be a gag. But since that basically keeps me from calling help or shouting, it will do the trick just fine.

Naturally, I checked and double checked that I can open the locks in the order that I have to. That’s not something I want to get wrong. I checked that timer and device to release the key works. I checked that clit massager works and cannot be removed during my perfect plan. For the first trial run, I decided to adjust it relatively low, just in case. For backup plan number #1, I decided to hide 2nd key to other side of the apartment behind several obstacles. If I needed that, I would need to work for it. And for the 2nd backup plan, I called my friend to visit me for a coffee and tea for next day. I asked her to use her own key since “door bell is acting out”. It would kill me if she ever found what I was doing but then again this might literally kill me if everything else fails.

It was Saturday and I had the whole evening for myself. I had taken Buddy out and fed him. Now he watched lazily while I was setting all the items in place. I had a glass of wine to excite me further, if that was even possible at this point. I was, lack of better word, horny as hell. Setting everything in order was enough foreplay for me.

I had some trouble thinking what to do with Buddy. I remember few times when he surprised me when I was pleasuring myself. I either had my eyes shut or fixed on erotica, so he was able to get in close unnoticed and give long and wet lick to my inner thigh, almost hitting the jackpot. Thanks but no thanks Buddy, I don’t bend that way. That is why nowadays I keep the door shut. I don’t want Buddy to surprise me while I am tied down, but this time I’d need to go through the door if I had to get my backup key. So I closed the door but I did not lock it. I am sure that I can open it with my feet even if the bar and feed support are hindering my movement.

Anyway, few minutes later everything was ready. I was on my knees on the floor, with light knee pads protecting me. Clit massager was already sending small waves of pleasure and gag kept my mouth wide open. Timer was set to 30 minutes and counting. I admit to hesitate for few seconds but then I went for it and I saw how the final handcuff was now fixed around my right wrist. I couldn’t help myself and struggle a little bit but the only thing I managed to do was to fix handcuffs on my hands little harder. There I was, naked, hot, wet, helpless package who could only wait to be pleasured by the massager.

After initial adrenaline rush of being tied down, I started to relax. Clit massager was working its magic and I felt my cunt getting wetter. Couple of times I tried to use my fingers, only to notice that “yeah I’m tied down”. I wanted to apply more stimulus but same time I was enjoying the feeling that I couldn’t.