Bigger isn’t always better !!

I figured out at a young age that I was somewhat different then other boys, after PE in the shower the other guys would notice why I was different and it was embarrassing. We all noticed that I was a whole lot bigger then the other guys were a whole lot bigger.

My first attempt at sex with a girl was a total disaster I was 15 and we were in love lol well we thought we were. The time finally came and we were alone at her house and things were getting really hot and heavy I had her undressed and laying on her bed . We were all over each other both horny as hell, she helped me slip my shirt off and for the first time I felt her bare breast against my chest it was great, I was trying to kiss her and take my pants off fumbling till I had them off. We kissed and I was rubbing her between her legs she was getting wet and I was more then ready to slide myself into her. She reached down to touch me as we were sucking each others face when her hand touched my cock she just stopped!! I could see the look in her eyes something was wrong!!!! She pushed me over and sat up and looked at my dick , she just stared for a minute and then just blurted out I Can’t Take That !!!!! I was crushed here I was thinking I would finally get to find out what all the hype was about and now my over sized dick was getting me shut down.. I started talking to her and trying to gt her to at least try, after a few minutes she started feeling better about it and we started kissing again.

I convinced her to try and so I knelt between her legs and rubbed my dick between her lips till she was wet again. I put the head right at her opening and pushed, it was like she didn’t want me in there or something so I pushed a little harder and my head popped in. I could feel her tense as I entered her and she said Stop. So I waited with just my head inside till she told me it was alright and slowly pushed a little farther in. I could tell it was uncomfortable for her so again I waited. She felt so tight and so wonderful I couldn’t hardly wait to slide all the way in her! After a min or so she again told me to continue so I pushed more of myself in, again she said for me to stop, and asked if it were all the way in now. I was shocked as I looked down to see almost two thirds of my cock. I said to her that it’s not even close to all the way in. She lifted herself up on her elbows to look and we both could see most of it was still on the outside wanting in. My cock had her spread apart so far her lips were rolled back. She laid back and I slid out some and tried again but got no farther I was frustrated and wanted to get inside her but I could tell it hurt so I kept sliding in and out trying to get her to loosen up some it didn’t work as I tried to push in farther she cried out in pain so I stopped again.

It just wasn’t going to fit so I pulled out and she tried to take it in her mouth, same problem it didn’t fit so she went and got some baby oil and with both hands rubbed me till I came. I returned the favor and with her guidance got her off with my tongue. Our relationship went down hill from there as we both knew there was no way we could ever have sex.

My next experience was almost the same and the one after that. I now knew that I had a real problem I was way to big ! Sure I managed to get off in a couple of women but I had yet to feel what it was like to sink all the way into a woman’s depths.

I was 23 when I met a woman who was almost as tall as I am that finally could take almost all of me. She was six one I’m six four. She was tall and well shaped , when I undressed in front of her the first time she smiled which really surprised me so I asked her why and she said being big all of her was big and most men she had known were to small for her and here was one she just hoped she could take!! well she could take all but a small part of me and finally I had an idea of what I had been missing !!!! We really were not very compatible but I kept seeing her for over a year. OK I admit it I stayed for the sex !

Over the years I have met a few other women who could take most all of me but never one who could take it all and I’ll admit I had a real hang up about my size. I have heard that other men want theirs to be bigger well I’m on the other side and wished my cock were smaller. Well that is I wished it were smaller until I met Selina.

I met Selina through a friend she was small at five four and 120 pounds she is really good looking with long dark brown hair dark brown eyes and a real nice body a beautiful little Greek lady. But as I said small so I wasn’t interested in going that route again, Selina had other ideas and I kept running into her all the time. I knew she was interested but hey I knew she didn’t want what I had . She kept after me and finally just came out and asked me why I didn’t want to go out with her?? What could I say I tried to tell her she wasn’t my type etc etc but she knew better as she told me she noticed that I often checked her out. Well I gave in and agreed to go out for drinks and dinner with her the next weekend.

I figured that I’d go out with her and never call or anything and maybe she’s let it go. Well Sat. came and we went out to eat and then to a local bar for drinks. We’d been talking all night and I did really like her she was great, she could talk and listen and we had many of the same interest.