Beth the Cum Slut Ch 29 – 31 (Final)

Chapter 29

Sorry it’s been so long since I’ve written in my journal. It’s been almost two years since my last post. I’m now a junior in high school. Larry and I are no longer together. A little over a year ago he started seeing another girl he really likes so we broke up. There were no hard feelings. We’re still friends. I just don’t get to have sex with him anymore. Bill moved away. I think his dad got transferred to another city or he took a new job or something so they moved. I still get together with Matt and John once in a while for blow jobs. Although, Matt doesn’t know that I’ve been letting John fuck me sometimes. Now that I’m not with Larry, I’m free to fuck whoever I want. Matt’s dick never did grow very much so I just don’t think it would be very satisfying with him and I don’t want him to feel bad so I figured it was best to act like I wouldn’t give my pussy up except to a boyfriend.

I don’t have a boyfriend and have no intention of taking one on. I date sometimes and I freely give blow jobs because, after all, I am still a cum slut. If I like the guy enough, I might fuck him, but I mainly save my pussy for Jim. Yes, I still have a thing for Jim. Actually, I have more than a thing. As much as I tried to fight it (which wasn’t really that much of a fight), I realized quite a while ago that I am hopelessly in love with Jim. Unfortunately, it is one-sided. Oh, I’m sure he loves me, but being in love is another level. He may never let himself get to that level with me because of my age. It’s not going to stop me from trying though. I have yet to meet anyone who even comes close to giving me the feelings of love than I have for Jim. And he’s still a great lover and I love sucking that big, fat cock of his.

I go over to their house to see them as often as possible. I need Jim making love to me at least once a week or I start to go through withdrawals. I don’t just want him; I need him. If only he’d needed me the same way. He’ll never find anyone who wants to care for him and please him more than me. I think he kind of realizes that, but that damn age thing keeps getting in the way.

And just so you know, my tits finally grew a bit. They aren’t anywhere as nice as Mel’s or my mom’s, but I’m up to about a small B. They are pretty much the size of Julie’s tits, which is fine by me. I don’t feel like such a young kid now. With my still very slim build, I think my tits look good on me. And my nipples are still a little on the puffy side so they show nicely through my tops. Now, when Jim sucks my tits into his mouth, there is a little left over for his hand to go around. I don’t think he cares that much as he’s always enjoyed my tits, but I like it better. Of course, the result of that is that I’m even more of an exhibitionist than ever because I actually like my body now.

Julie and Mel are still going strong and are in their second year of community college. They’re tired of waiting and have been talking about getting married this coming summer. There’s really no reason why not. They’ve known each other since the third grade and they’ve been living together now for about 2-1/2 years as an engaged couple. I don’t think there is a doubt in anyone’s mind that their relationship is permanent and unbreakable. I can’t be happier for them. Or more jealous that they get to sleep with Jim every night. It should be me in that bed every night, or all four of us. That would be fine with me. I love making love to Jim, but the four of us together making love is really special. I still dream of turning their thruple into a quadruple.

Theirs is going to be a very interesting wedding if they do what they say they are going to do. They haven’t divulged all their plans, but they say it won’t be a traditional wedding. I question just what a traditional wedding between two bi-sexual girls would be, but they intend to work towards outrageous. Mel asked me to be her maid of honor and Julie’s friend Karen is going to be her maid of honor. There will only be two other bridesmaids so it will be a small bridal party. I think the whole affair is going to be pretty intimate.

One hint they’ve told me is that we won’t be wearing traditional dresses for the wedding. That’s already a relief because for some reason bridesmaid dresses are usually hideous. I suspect that’s intentional to make sure the bride is the best looking one there. For their wedding, though, they say we are all going to be wearing lingerie instead of dresses. Specifically, the bridesmaids will wear essentially long, sexy nightgowns and Mel and Julie will be in sexy lingerie instead of wedding gowns. If nothing else, it will save a lot of money on dresses. The girls refuse to give any details on just what kind of lingerie they are planning on wearing. They said I’d find out at the ceremony as they got dressed.

They want to go shopping for the bridesmaid’s dresses fairly soon so they can decide on wedding colors and such. We’re going to go looking for gowns at Victoria Secrets. I wonder if they have ever outfitted a wedding party before. I think they specialize in the wedding night as opposed to the ceremony. This is going to be very interesting.

Chapter 30

We went to Victoria Secrets today to shop for bridesmaid’s gowns. I had fun trying on nightgowns and walking around the store in sexy gowns naked underneath. The girls said that the bridesmaids are to wear the nightgowns with nothing underneath except heels unless they wanted to wear thigh high stockings as well. Karen and I were there with Mel and Julie and we tried on a number of gowns. They were all pretty sexy and some quite revealing. Mel and Julie wanted revealing gowns. Their favorite was a long gown with mostly open lace over the tits and spaghetti straps. They were trying to decide between blue or lilac. I kind of like the lilac the best. Karen’s tits are a little bigger than mine, but not much, so we filled the gown out about the same. Apparently, they’re worried about one of the other bridesmaids who apparently has quite a rack on her. This gown has a deep V cut in the front which shows a lot of cleavage, if you have it. For Karen and me we just showed a lot of skin and a gentle swelling of our breasts. Someone with a set of D-cups would be falling out of it and looking really sexy. Mel had a bright idea, though. The lace top has a lining so you can’t see through the lace.