Beastful Mind

My name is Dwayne and I like to fool around with dogs. I’m 5’10” and weigh 185 pounds. I lift weights regularly and I run during good weather. I have blonde hair and blue eyes with very fair skin. I consider myself a fairly regular guy…well aside from my fascination with bestiality. The following is the entirely true story of how this part of me came into being.

While I now consider myself an avid fan of the zoophile world I haven’t had many chances to express it. My first encounter came back in 1998. Away at college during my freshman year I received an email from a friend of mine. It was a pretty well known video of a girl blowing a horse until it cums in her mouth and she coughs and gags it all up. My group of friends would always send eachother stuff like that in an effort to gross the others out. While I pretended to be grossed out by it I actually got very turned on by it.

I’m still not sure what I like most about bestiality. I think it’s the degradation of sexually servicing an animal. I like being degraded. I also like to be submissive. Either that or it’s my fascination with cock. I’m not gay, but I fantasize about sucking dick and getting fucked in the ass. I don’t find men attractive and the thought of kissing a man sickens me. But the thought of sucking his cock turns me on. Taking it in the ass is also a major turn on for me as well. I stick all sorts of things in my ass when I masturbate. Strange huh? I’m sure that all goes back to my desire to be degraded. But I digress, maybe I’ll get into that later in another story.

Well I must have jerked off watching that short beastiality clip a dozen times that semester. I also got into reading bestiality stories and enjoyed the pictures wherever I could find them without making my interest in animal sex known to my roommate who shared the computer with me. A little bestiality was good for a laugh but I feared what he may say if he started to suspect I actually got turned on by it.

When it came time to go home for the summer I was pretty bummed out since I had no computer at home so I’d have no bestiality to enjoy until the Fall and my return to school. See, I never even thought about actually trying it in real life.

One day that summer I was over my friends house and we were just hanging around playing video games. He was locked in a epic battle of Madden 1999 against the computer and I was getting tired of watching him run the same plays over and over so I got up and left the room. I went upstairs to get a drink. No one else was home so when I saw his dog lying around in the living room I got a very naughty idea.

My friends dog is a Golden Retriever and his name is Captain. He is a very large dog as well. He has also been fixed so I figured he’d have no interest in fooling around with me. While I had the chance I decided to find out for sure. I got down on my knees and unzipped my fly. I pulled out my rapidly enlarging cock and kind of waved it in his face. I think I also said something dirty like, “Hey boy, you want to taste something new. You wanna suck some cock?” The dog sniffed at the underside of my now fully erect 6 inch hard on. Then he licked it a few times. After that he got up, presumably to walk away and escape my sexual advances. But I was wrong. He was just getting into a better position to get at my cock.

My heart was pounding. Here I was on my knees with my dick in the mouth of the dog that belonged to my best friend. Not only that, I was doing this in his living room while his family was out somewhere and could return at any moment. That thought got me so hot I felt short of breath. So naturally I had to keep going because I was too horny to stop. The dog kept giving long slow licks to my dick. He’d start down at the base of my cock and balls and keep going up to the head. Every few seconds or so he’d stop at the head and lick off any precum that had oozed its way out. He must have liked the precum because he’d kind of nibble at my head whenever he tasted some like he was looking for more. It kind of hurt but it was a good pain.

“Keep it up Captain and you’ll get a whole lot more to lick up.” I said through gritted teeth as I held my foreskin back to ensure I received maximum pleasure from this taboo act.

While I knelt there I kept thinking…”I want to blow this dog right now.” With a bit of remorse I put my rigid cock back into my shorts. Captain looked at me kind of like I was taking away his food before he finished eating it. I felt my cock throb in my pants with the thought that this dog might actually enjoy giving me head.

“It’s OK boy, I want to return the favor” I whispered to him and then opened my mouth and let him stick his tongue in. I hadn’t intended to kiss the dog but it just happened in the heat on the moment. I then forced my tongue into his mouth. I probed his mouth with my tongue and I must say it felt amazing. If not amazing then surreal at the least. My tongue ran over his teeth and the roof of his mouth. Our tongues wrestled in his mouth and then back to my mouth and back into his mouth and all the while I was pretty much breathing in the air he expelled. As I withdrew my tongue from his mouth I closed my lips around his tongue and sucked on it. It was another amazing feeling. In the span of about 5 minutes I had let a dog blow me and also french kissed him as well. My cock almost exploded at the thought of how dirty this all was…and I hadn’t even finished yet.

As I knelt there next to this large blonde dog I knew I just had to taste his cock. I owed it to him after the enjoyment he just provided to me. As I said Captain had been fixed years earlier so I didn’t even know if he could get a hardon. I nervously reached down and touched his sheath. He basically turned into a statue at this point so I figured he liked it. Slowly I began to jerk him off trying to get his dick to appear.

“You like this boy?” I asked seductively. “You want me to suck that doggie dick of yours?”

It was no use. His knot was huge and it prevented the sheath from being pulled back. Sadly I stopped. The dog seemed equally saddened by the lack of success in this deed. I got the dog to stand up so I could get a better look at the situation. Now that I could see more clearly I knew there was no way I could get the sheath back with him this aroused.

I had come so far, I just had to do something. So I got down under him and began licking the hairless skin around his sheath and the area where his balls were before he had been fixed. I kept stroking his hairy sheath and running my mouth and tongue over the bulge in his sheath where the knot was. He didn’t seem to be in pain since he just stood there like a statue. I kept exploring the area with my mouth. He felt so warm and smelled strong but not unpleasant. I liked what I was doing. At that moment I felt truly submissive to this large friendly dog. I just wanted to pleasure him with my mouth.

I started licking his hairy sheath then. I figured I could at least pretend it was his cock. I could feel his cock inside the sheath. It wasn’t as large as I figured it would be, but that could be because he was fixed or because he was stuck in his sheath. Either way I didn’t really care. It was the experience I was looking for not the size of his member. I was licking and sucking at the head of his sheath while stroking it at the same time when I was rewarded with the tip of his cock poking out a little. I was pretty shocked to all of a sudden feel his partially free cock poking my mouth where there had just been fur a moment before.

The taste of Captains cock was a bit different than I thought it would be. It tasted pretty sharp, almost bitter. I licked at it for a few more seconds and knew I had to finish up before my friend wondered where I went. I got up and thought about what impact fixing a dog has on it. There was no doggie precum so I guess fixing him stops all cumming. I wondered about the size of his cock and if fixing him impacted it at all. It was all too much to think about since in just a few minutes I went from curious male to gay bestiality guy. I figured I’d give him a few more licks at my boner and then I’d put it away and go back to playing video games. Once I touched my dick I knew I was in trouble.

Once I touched myself I got that feeling like I was about to blow my load if I even moved. Christ, if a slight breeze hit my boner I’d probably shoot cum all over my friends living room. So what did my considerate doggie lover do? Of course he bent down and approached my cock again. That was it, before he even touched my cock I lost it. Just the realization that Captain was coming to blow me again pushed me over the edge. That orgasm is forever locked into my mind. The first stream of cum shot out and hit Captain in the nose. It splattered on his snout and some got up his nose and some of it ended up in his whiskers. The following two shots ended up on his forehead.

After about 5 seconds of bliss I started to get worried. Like all guys after I blow my load I almost instantly return to clear headed thinking. The gravity of what I just did hit me hard. I just french kissed and blew a dog and I also let the dog blow me and I finished off by giving this dog a facial. Amazingly instead of shame I felt proud of myself for actually going through with it. After patting myself on the back my mind turned to covering up the crime. I guess I mean that literally since bestiality in illegal. With the cum on Captains head and snout there would really be no denying what I did if my friends video football game ended now. If I were fondling or even licking Captains sheath I could have said I was trying to pull off a tick or some other terrible lie. He wouldn’t believe it but at least it was something. If he saw three strings of cum all over his dogs face then he’d know his friend was a perverted bastard.

I tucked my cock back into my shorts and tried to clean the dog up. I wanted to go get some toilet paper or paper towels to wipe my mess from his snout but when I went to get up the dog started to follow me. The last thing I wanted was for this dog to get up and wipe my cum on the walls or furniture. I couldn’t let the dog out of my sight. I began wiping my jizz off his head and letting him lick it off my hands. He seemed to like it and I liked watching him eat it. With the cum eaten and my cock tucked back into my shorts all was well. I had done it and felt good about it.

“You like eating my cum?” I said to Captain. “There’s a lot more where that came from boy”. He responded by licking my face. I opened my mouth and took his tongue and any of my leftover cum into my mouth and enjoyed the taste. I hugged the dog and grinded my crotch against his large frame one last time and went back to join my friend for some video games.

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My first experience with bestiality was amazing. I spent the rest of that summer fantasizing about my encounter with Captain and since he was pretty much the only dog I had any access to, I spent time trying to figure out ways to get him alone for some more fun.

As I said Captain is the large Golden Retriever that belongs to my best friends family, unfortunately he was fixed so I would not get the full bestiality treatment from him. As usual I spent a lot of time at my friend Sean’s house that summer just hanging out and generally being a lazy good for nothing college student. Well this lazy good for nothing college student had just discovered his love for fooling around with dogs and I was going crazy at not having a chance to experiment further.

Seriously, I think I was going crazy with desire. It was getting to the point that if my friend left the room and went downstairs to go to the bathroom or get something to eat I would be on my knees with my cock in Captains mouth before Sean even got to the bottom of the stairs. I never did this with hopes of cumming. I think it was just some sort of subconscious desire to get caught and see what would happen. Sean would usually only be gone for two to three minutes so we (my canine lover and myself) would barely have time to get started.

Usually I’d just have Captain lick my cock until I had a nice hard on going and then I’d masturbate while I open mouthed kissed him. No ejaculation, just a little fun. We did this all the time. I’d listen for the toilet to flush downstairs or the fridge to close or some other sign of Sean’s impending return so I could put my dick away and get back in my chair before he came back into the room. As you can imagine, the times I heard no such sound to alert me to Sean’s return would lead to some terrifying near misses. It wouldn’t be until I heard Sean’s feet on the stairs that I’d know I was about to be caught. Thank God that Sean’s door is weighted so it closes automatically or else he’d have found out his best friend enjoys gay bestiality several times. I think a part of me wanted him to find out but I just didn’t have the courage to admit it.

I’d like to share one of the most exciting near misses with you all now. Sean got a call from his mother one afternoon. She wanted him to go pick up his younger brother at school since he had to stay after or something like that.

“I gotta go pick up my shithead brother at school. You coming?” Sean asked.

“Fuck no. This is the Superbowl.” I replied in reference to another wasted afternoon playing Madden Football.

“OK, I’ll be back.” Sean said as he walked out the door.

My heart was already pounding when I heard the front door close and I knew I was finally alone with Captain. As usual Captain was sleeping on the floor of my friends room. I shut off the Madden game because video game football can’t campare with sex…even (or maybe especially) with a dog.

“You hear that boy? We’re finally alone. I figure we have at least 20 minutes together. Do you think you can make me cum in 20 minutes? I think you can. If you try hard you can get your bitch to cum all over you. Would you like that? How about a nice afternoon snack?”

Personally I don’t like the taste of my own cum…but if Captain does then who am I to complain. Yes, I have tasted my own cum. After facials got so popular on the internet I got curious and gave myself one. One night I leaned back off the couch until my head and shoulders were on the floor and I was looking up at my own dick. Well it didn’t take long until I blasted a whole load onto my own face.

In the split second it took for my cum to get from the tip of my cock to my face I decided it was a bad idea…but it was obviously too late. All I could do was start to turn my head before the hot cum arrived at it’s destination. My first reaction was “Wow, it’s a lot hotter than I figured it would be.” Given my love of kinky, dirty things this obviously turned me on and led to a far larger load than usual. Or maybe my load just looked larger splashed all over the side of my face than it usually looks in a tissue or gym sock.

I carefully got up and walked to my mirror. I looked just like those girls on the websites. I had cum all over my right eye and a wad of it on the tip of my nose along with several other little splashs on my cheeks and lips. It looked so dirty I decided I needed a Polaroid. My camera was in the other room but I figured it was late enough to chance running to get it. I listened for any of my family moving about and when all I heard was silence I went for it. I live in the basement of the house and my parents and siblings live on the second floor so they’d have to come down two flights of stairs to catch me so I knew this was a pretty safe risk. But still, walking naked around my family house with a load of cum on my face was so perverted I was already hard again by the time I got the camera (yes, being naked where I shouldn’t be is another huge turn on for me). I made it back to my room and snapped the picture but it didn’t really come out that well..and don’t even ask for me to scan it and send you a copy 😉

At this point I was so horny the thought of tasting my own cum sounded like a good idea. This should come as no surprise to any of you since when I’m horny I blow dogs. Now, I had tasted my own cum before while kissing Captain after he ate my cum, but I had never tasted my cum by itself. By this time the big wad of cum had made its way down off my nose and was hung up in the hair on my lip. I slowly stuck out my tongue and found the wad and brought it back to my mouth to swallow it. Yeah, it tasted pretty bad. Since I was horny I managed to swish it around and get a good feel for what it tasted like and I swallowed. I experienced the same feeling I got after the first time I tried bestiality with Captain. I was overcome with a sense of accomplishment. I had just swallowed my own cum.

Sorry. Where was I? I wanted to share that story but I want to keep my stories together and didn’t want to write a whole new one to tell that brief cum eating story.

Ah yes, Sean had just gone to pick up his brother at school and I had about 20 minutes to fool around with his dog. Sean has a swimming pool so in the summer I usually wear my bathing suit over there. It makes it easier to go swimming if you are already wearing your suit. It also makes it easier to do deviant things with his dog since it is so easy to get in and out of.

Bam, just like that my bathing suit was off and on the floor. Captain immediately made his way over to me and started happily licking away at my cock. By this time I had learned that Captain liked it if I “forgot” to wash my cock head. Hey, if it made him lick longer I’d do anything. Plus I liked being able to taste my own cock when I kissed him. I laid my hands aside his head and slowly rubbed behind his ears while he blew me.

After the events of my initial story I looked into bestiality more closely and learned more about the male dogs anatomy. I knew that getting a dog aroused would be messy and hard to cover up in a hurry. Since I still wasn’t sure what kind of response pulling Captains sheath back would prompt I left his cock alone. I had no idea how aroused he could get since he had been fixed. I hated not being able to reciprocate for my lover…after all I thought of myself as his bitch at times like these.

Although I longed to service this dog fully the thought of getting caught with his huge doggie pre-cum spraying boner fully exposed was too risky. Incredibly arousing, but too risky. I had never seen his cock at all aside from our little sessions so I knew no one would buy it if they found him with his sheath pinned back behind bis knot in a full state of arousal. But then again he was fixed…it was a terrible situation. I had no idea what to expect, so I wimped out and left his cock alone.

While I was debating whether or not to service Captain his tongue got under my balls and he started licking at my ass crack. I couldn’t believe it never occurred to me that Captain would eat my asshole if I gave him the chance. Immediately I went down on my back and held my legs up and spread my cheeks for his tongue. Captain played his part and went at it with a vengeance. He was pushing at my hole trying to get his tongue all the way in there. It felt amazing to masturbate while a dog licked my asshole.

I had a towel with me to dry off after I went in the pool so I decided I would let Captain make me cum and I could quickly clean up with the towel. I got up on my knees and opened my mouth to accept Captains tongue. Not surprisingly he tasted like ass…my ass.