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I am a 19 year-old boy with pretty legs and long strawberry-blonde hair that is well cared for. I shave and baby oil my legs often because my boyfriend wants them to be ”smooth like a bitch” when he fucks my boy-pussy. I always wear pink panties and training-bra under my clothing. In my lover’s bedroom I’m clad in a short nightgown, nothing underneath, and white feathered slippers. Most men can easily detect that I am a pussy. I love to hear the words, ”Suck my cock.” I get down on my knees and behave like a good girl.I need to be disciplined on a regular basis. The belt feels good on my bare rear-end. I like to talk like a pussy when I am naked with a man. When my master gives me a command I am eager to obey.

My boyfriend’s name is Jamie. He is 28, very rich and I know where my bread is buttered. He buys everything I need with the understanding that he is in charge. When he snaps his fingers my undivided attention is expected.

Jamie is so sweet, not like those other boys with thier cheap liquor and unwashed penises. He serves expensive drinks in the proper crystal and treats me like a lady. I love to be pampered with expensive perfume and satin panties, chocolate candies, shrimp cocktails and cornish hens. I would really like some beer but I have never seen any in this house. A guy with his money should have German brews out the ass! He never orders a pizza either. I should explain to you that he is downright weird at times. I caught him in the dining- room jerking his cock on a Barbie doll. Hell, I’ve jerked it for Barbie but not in the fuckin’ dining room when I could be seen. He also has pictures of little boys. I will admit to you they get me very excited however Jamie ‘talks’ to the pictures. Saying things like, ” Oh.. let Daddy lick those pretty balls. Daddy is going to buy you a new bicycle if you let him give you a bath in the bedroom.” Perhaps the sickest event was when I walked into the bedroom and he did not even know I was there. A video of a girl sucking a horse cock. He was whackin’ off and it was giddie- up horsey.
Five or six martinis and two or three shots of scotch and I am ready to be seduced. I put on my nightgown and slippers and report to the bedroom. It is time to earn my keep. He is on the bed naked with his legs spread wide. He can be gentile or very mean and rough. I never know what to expect when his manhood stands tall. If he says nothing that means to get started on his balls. Sometimes he ‘forgets’ to wash. Jamie wants to remind me where I came from. This is one of those days. It hurts when he brings up the past. He has consumed too much brandy and I am scared. Why can’t I meet a speed freak or even a girl that doesn’t get loaded every fuckin’ night of the week? I just want someone to hold me and say nice things. Perhaps tell me I am pretty or smart or I love you or any fuckin’ thing even if it’s a damn lie it would sound good. I should have been a girl. If I had a pussy I would be real important! Those boys at the park would quit drinking and get jobs if I had a fuck- hole in the front. Who am I kidding? Those worthless basturds jack- off on trees!


”Just pretend you are in an old abandoned car sucking some wino’s cock for a bottle of vodka! You were nothing but a trashy little faggot whore that played the role of a cocksucking slut for every homeless drunk in town. How many dicks did you suck?”

I ignored his stupid fuckin’ question and continued to suck his dirty balls.