BABY GIRL_(1)

So… this is the story of my first time… I actually wrote it because I couldn’t tell anyone about it, but then I figured: what the hell… lets write it and post it on a porn site…

so…

He was 19 at the time and I was 17. He’s 6ft 1, very muscular, blonde shaggy hair… he’s gorgeous. I’m 5’2 great body (so I’ve been told lol), 34b tits, black hair down to my shoulders and blue eyes. I don’t know what made me do what I did but… oh well.

Here’s a little background about the situation: Justin has always had many girls hanging about him, he loves the attention and he’s good with it. He makes it very clear to all of them that they are all just there to be fucked and they’re fine with it (in theory, because after a couple of weeks of fucking they all want him to go through the next step with them… lol I don’t now why they try. They get dumped instantly). He can’t be changed. He’s just that kind of a guy. He’s never had a proper relationship in his life and he likes it that way.

We met about three years ago; he was a friend of a friend of my older sister. We hit it off right from then. Complete opposites, I’m more of the shy and quiet, sweet, a little too innocent type and well… he’s not, but I listened to him, we ended up talking for hours every time we saw each other. During that time he became very protective of me, kind of jealous some would say, we would say ‘big brother’ way. Of course we had our moments, I mean, I don’t know of many people who are friends with the opposite sex, both very attractive (sorry for the lack of modesty) and not have them, but we stopped it each time it went too far (as in: before we kissed) frustrating, I know…

But then my Mum decided that we were going to move and we changed cities. Not very far, but still an hour drive away.

My parents, who are divorced, never made us (us, as in my sister and I) choose who we had to live with, but the two of us stayed with Mum and after we moved we still had the option of staying at my Dad’s house that was in our old city.

We saw less of each other, obviously, and I suddenly realized that I loved him. Yes, I know… great timing, ha? So after two months I figured, why not…? and this is where the story starts.

(I wrote the story from both our points of view, parts of his thoughts are what he later shared with me and the rest are just my imagination. The beginning is our MSN conversation)

Justin: hey! When are you coming to visit?

Nikki: hey you

Justin: what’s up baby girl?

Nikki: my Dad’s out of town for the weekend

Justin: brilliant, I’ll get a few people together and we can do something at yours

Nikki: no listen…

Justin: …

Justin: yes?

Nikki: get drunk with me this Friday

Justin: lol

Nikki: just us

Justin: sure baby girl.

Nikki: come over at around 8ish?

Justin: fine.


He got there a little after dark and she opened the door wearing jeans and a black v-neck shirt that made him smile.

“Hey baby girl.” He wrapped his arm around her after she closed the door and gave her a kiss on the top of her head.

“Did you get it?” she grinned.

“You know I did…” he took out the bottle. “So, since when do you want to get drunk?”

She shrugged and took the bottle, leaning back with her legs on his lap.

The two of them started talking about some of their friends and Nikki, who really couldn’t drink, started laughing and after about 10 sips was buzzed.

“I have got to teach you how to drink.” He laughed at her as she kept her fit of giggles going. “One day this’ll get you into trouble.”

She shook her head and laughed for another few seconds before tuning over and resting her head on his lap. She could feel the heat coming from his body and she closed her eyes. He started stroking her hair and he watched as her expression relaxed.

“So why did you want to get me here alone?” he asked her.

“Are you suffering that much?”

He laughed but didn’t say anything.

“I want everything.” She said quietly after a short silence and kept her eyes closed. She couldn’t make herself look at his face as she said it. “I’ve wanted it for months, longer if I think about it… I need to know what you feel like, I have to know what it feels like to kiss you and to feel you inside of me, to feel you everywhere… I have to…”

It was said calmly and simply but her words completely shocked him. He had never let himself think about her like that. Since he had met her he had looked at her as nothing more than a baby sister, always the younger innocent beautiful girl that needed his protection, that no matter what he did, looked at him as though he was the best man alive… wouldn’t having sex with her ruin it all?

The only thing he could manage to say was: “You’re scared of it.” He was surprised at how throaty his voice sounded.

“I trust you.” She said in that same tone.

He didn’t know what to say.

“I’m not gonna expect anything from it. I know you. I would never ask you to change, definitely not for me.” She continued, still with the calm expression. “I’m only asking for one night, one night when I can be your’ everything.” And that was when she opened her eyes to look at him. He was staring at her and his hand was still gently stroking her hair. “One night… I want that first time to be with you. Please.”

It was a few seconds before he did anything. His mind was rushing but when he finally did, he got up slowly and she sat up watching his tall figure look down at her.

His face gave away nothing, not of how fast his heart was beating or how nervous he was when he reached behind his neck and pulled off his shirt.

She merely watched as his chest appeared and he stood there waiting for her to make the next move.