Am I just using him – chapter 3

I must have dozed off as well, because a little after midnight I find myself waking up. Milan and I are both naked of course, and it was getting quite cold. For a minute I just look at him. He was right, I did grow fond of his body. I sincerely feel happy having him around. I quietly push his head off my shoulder and get up. I look for my boxer shorts on the floor and put them on. I contemplate how to proceed now and I decide I really want to go to my warm bed. I carefully wake up Milan. He opens his eyes and smiles.

“Hey, what about going to bed instead of staying on the couch?” I ask.

It takes a few seconds for him to reply. “I thought the couch was gonna be my bed?”

“Of course not. You can sleep in my bed.”

He rubs in his eyes. “Where are you going to sleep?”

I laugh. “In my bed too, silly. It’s king size, should be okay.”

“Great, so I can snuggle up close to you.”

I shrug. “We’ll see.”

He laughs and gets up. Totally unexpectedly he hugs me. Just a quick hug, but as he’s still naked, that means his dick touches my underwear. I immediately get a semi hard, even though I never asked for that. I’m happy I put on some clothes, so it isn’t that obvious. Apart from that, the hug made me feel warm inside. I guide the boy to my bedroom and get in directly, because I’m still tired and really want to get warm again. Milan does as promised, he crawls up to me. I turned my back to me, so he pretty much spoons me. He is still naked and his whole body is touching mine. He puts his arm around me, with his hand on my crotch.

“Good night, Dan,” he says.

“Good night.” When I close my eyes, Milan starts massaging my dick. I smile. “I never thought I could meet someone who is even hornier than I am.”

He laughs. “Well, I’m in a bed with a super cute guy, what did you expect.”

“I’m tired and horny now; the dilemma. First world problems.”



“I feel the same. Not sure which of those emotions is gonna win.”

I laugh and enjoy the feeling. The boy behind me slides off my underwear and grabs my dick. His own boyhood now touches my bare ass, and as he jerks me off, he starts grinding his hips. At first it is hesitant, but when he realises I don’t protest, it becomes more confident. To be honest, I don’t quite know why I don’t ask him to stop. I guess I don’t really mind. I think I like knowing he is enjoying the same feeling as I am right now. Sharing this emotion, it just amplifies it, you know? And it doesn’t make me gay or anything.

I moan and Milan does the same. A few minutes long we’re enjoying ourselves like this, when suddenly he says: “do… hnngh… do you… have something for me to… you know… I don’t want to make a mess.”

I laugh awkwardly. “I must have a sock somewhere close.” We pause our sensation for a second while I try to find a sock in the dark. When I find one, I give it to Milan. “I’m close too though, so I either need a sock as well…”

“Don’t worry about that,” the boy says. “But I will need just a little more time. And, I kinda enjoyed… you know… doing that…”

“It’s okay. You can continue.” Milan gives me a quick peck on the cheek. I turn my back to him again, so he grabs hold of my dick again and we continue the previous action. I guess he is close very soon, because he suddenly starts grinding my ass crack even faster while at the same time jerking me off as if he tries to pull it off. I’m so close now, I’m afraid I’ll just cum on my sheets, so I pull his hand off of me. Instead he hugs me tight from behind as he’s fucking the crack between the cheeks of my ass. I hear his quiet squeaky moan behind me. At some point I feel him fumbling, looking for something. Probably the sock. Then with the cutest of all moans he unleashes his load in the sock. He still holds me tight and pants as if he just got chased by a bear. He kisses my neck a few times.

“Thank you. Thank you so much. This was the best ever.”

I smile. “Happy you enjoyed it.”

He kisses my neck again. “Ow my gawd.”

I turn around again and look into his eye. He looks back at me. For a split second he looks like he’s in love and I’m scared he wants to kiss me. But instead he dives underneath the sheets and takes my dick in his mouth. It doesn’t take me long of course, with all the attention he had already been giving me and because I’m still thinking about what just happened. I really believe, no matter what sexuality one has, knowing you made someone enjoy himself like that, it’ll make you smile. With a simple action like that you can make a person, a human being, happy.

I close my eyes and moan as I cum in his mouth. Again he swallows it all.After a few seconds keeping my dick in his mouth, he let go of it. He kisses my stomach and pulls himself up again to face me. He still smiles. “I wish your parents would be gone much longer.”

I laugh. “If only… ” My mind wanders off to that fantasy. I try to imagine what it would be like, having Milan around all the time. Having sex together all day long. And… What else? What would we do if we would be together like that? It’s not really as if ever did anything else. And wouldn’t it be weird to constantly have sex? I never really thought of it that way.

“You’re imagining it now, aren’t you?” Milan laughs.

“Yeah. I guess.”

“Must be a nice image.”

I smirk.