A Nuns story

I was 12 when my father died and my mother took care of me until she died when I was 14.

After that I was put into a convent school and had never had anything to do with sex and the nuns ensured that masturbation was forbidden and against all gods teaching. Girls being girls we found ways to do it.

I was just a normal girl but I seemed to be selected for special treatment from the mother superior and she took me into her personal attention and training to be a nun. I felt I had been selected by god to be somebody special.

Mother superior began to act strangely just before my 16th birthday and almost every night had me stand naked in the church every night in front of the altar. Then she and the priest of the church would stand and look at my naked body. I was told to bend over and hold my arms above my head and they examined me in that position but never touched me. At first it was embarrassing, but I became accustomed to it. They never spoke to me but whispered between themselves and looked at each other and nodded occasionally. There was something between them that I began to dislike even though she had been like a mother to me and had never given me any cause to be concerned about my welfare. Never had she ever made any sexual advances toward me and at all times made sure I was virtuous in every way. The whole experience lasted just over a week. Now I realise it was to condition me to nudity and being looked at naked. I was told I must never reveal to the other girls what was occurring.

On the last night they both looked at me and the priest said she is perfect. He fondled my breasts and rubbed his hands over my naked body. Then my pubic area, it made me feel creepy. Then they dressed me in a nun’s habit even though I was naked beneath it. They both looked at me and said you are ready. I had no idea what they meant but I was soon to find out.

They both then left me to stand in the church and they went to another room together and stayed there about half an hour.

When they returned they were both a lot more animated than they had ever been before and Mother Superior spoke to me and told me tomorrow you will become a child of god.

I wondered what they meant and had learned never to question any statements made by her, or the nun teachers or the priests that occasionally gave us instruction.

The following day after lessons when we were normally allowed to play between lessons and evening meal and prayers she had me called to her office.

There was a nurse there I had seen before when we began to have periods and if we needed medical attention for colds or injuries we got when playing sport. She was young and very nice to all of us. She was a nun but never wore the habit- always a nurses uniform. Occasionally girls were sent to her to be examined after holidays if they went home. I never left the convent so I was never examined.

I was sent to the surgery with her, and had no idea why.

When I got there I was told to remove my clothes. I was now accustomed to this and it didn’t bother me. Then she proceeded to shave my pubic hair off. I asked why she was doing this and she said it was Mother Superiors instruction. I had never seen or heard of this being done to a girl before in the two years I had been there and there wasn’t much that we all didn’t learn from secrets etc that we all seemed to have. During the process of being shaved I had these strange sensations. I had them occasionally but we were always told to suppress them. The nurse recognised what I was feeling and she actually continued to touch me in a way that made the sensation stronger. She told me to relax and let her finish. I tried to suppress my feelings but I couldn’t and she fingered me to an orgasm. I had to really try and make out I didn’t know what was happening. She said I had probably done it to myself, which I had, but did not admit it. She said I would get used to the feelings in time and know how to deal with them myself and left it at that. I knew all the other girls masturbated in secret. I knew we all did things in bed when we were supposed to be asleep. Some girls even had pictures of naked men with penis erections and we all talked about them and how big their penis was and where they put it in us. Some fantasised about letting men do things to them with their penis. One girl had a photo of a woman actually sucking on the mans penis. She said they did it that way so they wouldn’t get pregnant.

I secretly wanted to listen and talk about their ideas but I usually walked away to fantasise by myself.
In the dormitory we all knew two girls would secretly get into each others beds at times but we were warned that we must never tell on them otherwise we would be thrown out of the convent. One night they were discovered by a nun and taken to mother superior and we never saw them again.

Now back to my story.

After I was shaved and I showered I was told to put on a heavy coat and then she took me to the priests rooms in the church.

Mother Superior was there and told me to disrobe and both she and the priest inspected the nurses work and seemed to be happy with what the nurse had done. I asked what was happening and the priest told me I had been selected to be one of gods special children.