A new Family Dynamic Ch. 4 – 7

Chapter 4

We stayed naked on into the afternoon and we played with each other a couple more times. It was starting to get near when we expected Stephanie home, so I slipped on a pair of shorts and a tank top and Brian put on a pair of shorts.

When Stephanie came home, I told her that after dinner I wanted to have a talk with her in private about something. Right away, she assumed she had done something wrong, but I assured her it was nothing like that.

We all ate together that evening. After the dishes were done, Brian went up to his room to, probably, mess around on his computer while Stephanie and I went into the family room for our talk.

“So,” I started, “while you were at Stephanie’s some interesting things happened here at home that I want to discuss with you. Last night, I was telling your brother that when I go to bed at night is when I miss your dad the most. Being in the big empty bed alone makes me so sad and lonely that I haven’t been sleeping well. I asked Brian if he would help me out sometimes and sleep in my bed with me to get me past this. As you would expect, he thought it would probably be a bit weird to sleep with me but said he’d be willing to give it a try.

But then I had to give him a bit of a warning. You see, I sleep in the nude. I have done that as long as I can remember. I’ve just never liked having something on. I would get overly warm and sweat. And then especially once I started sleeping with your father, I loved snuggling my naked body up against his. I thought that that might be a deal breaker for Brian, but it was actually the opposite. He said that it excited him and that was his biggest fear. He was afraid of laying next to me and getting erections. So, it remains to be seen if I did the right thing or not, but I told him that I would be willing to take care of those for him. Long story short, we went to bed together last night and ended up having some of the most incredible, loving sex of my life. We have barely been able to keep our hands of each other since. Before I say the rest that I want to say to you, what are you thinking right now?”

“Well –,” Stephanie started slowly, “that’s certainly not what I thought we would be talking about. I’m not sure what to think. Obviously, society frowns on such a thing, but on the other hand it sounds pretty hot. I’m guessing what you want to know from me is whether I can handle you to acting as a couple here at home and I don’t think I have an answer for that yet.”

“That’s understandable,” I replied. “On the one hand, we don’t need your approval, but on the other hand, we are a family and Brian and I love you and don’t want you to feel uncomfortable in your own home. There is more, though, that I wanted to say. And that is that I extend the same offer to you as I did to Brian. You are certainly welcome to sleep in my bed as well whenever you want whether it’s just you and me or even all three of us. And, of course, you would not need to be naked or participate in any sexual activities. But, you certainly can if you want. I mean, I don’t really know the extent of your sexual experience as you’ve never said anything about being with any boys and I don’t know if you’ve experimented with any of your girlfriends. I will tell you that I haven’t been with another girl since college, but it was a lot of fun. I can honestly say I enjoy licking pussy just as much as I enjoy sucking on a dick. Again, I’m not saying you need or should engage in any sexual activity with me or Brian. I’m saying that as far as I am concerned, any consensual sexual activity is now acceptable at any time anywhere in our house. Whether that’s in my bedroom or you bring someone to the house. What do you think about that,” I asked Stephanie?

“The answer to your implied question is ‘no,’ I’ve never been sexual with a boy other than some kissing. But honestly, I have been with a girl. Beth and I have been fooling around together for almost two years. Why do you think we have so many sleepovers? I still want to be with a guy, so I’m sure I’m not a lesbian, but I do enjoy my times with Beth. And I guess I can now tell you that for a long time I have thought about being with a guy for the first time and losing my virginity. My friends that have had sex have all said their first time sucked. And, frankly, many times after that have kind of sucked as well. Boys our age just want to get their dick wet and don’t give a shit about the girl they’re with. So, what I had decided a while back is when I felt the time was right, I was going to ask you if you would share dad with me and let him take my virginity. I just assumed that dad would be the man who would always love me the most and care most about my happiness and would make it special for me. And now he’s gone so that can never happen.” Stephanie burst into tears.

I hugged Stephanie until she could stop crying and regain her composure. “Well, Steph, I would have certainly shared dad with you and I’m also sure that he would have been excited and honored to be the one to take your virginity. In fact, if you had wanted me to be there with you, I would have been happy to hold your hand, kiss you, or suck on your tits while your dad made love to you. We would have made sure it was special for you.”

“Thanks, mom,” Stephanie said. “I just wish dad was here to do it. I miss him so much.”

“I know honey. I do too every single day. It’s interesting that you just said that dad was the man who would ever love you the most. You’re absolutely right about that. Brian said the exact same thing about me last night. He said that I was the one woman who would always love him the most. You know Steph, you dad has left us, but he left us with a very fine young man in Brian. You know that Brian loves you. And you must know that he’s lusted after you for a long time. He can never take his eyes off of you when you prance around in one of your bikinis.”

“I don’t prance, mom,” Stephanie protested. “But, yeah, you’re right. He pervs on me all the time.”

I told Stephanie, “I think you should give some thought to letting Brian take your virginity. He’s as close to being your dad as I guy can be and I can vouch for the fact that even though he claims to not be very experienced sexually that he’s a wonderful lover.”

“God, how can I do that, mom,” Stephanie asked? “I can’t exactly walk up to him and say ‘hey bro, will you take my virginity’? I’d be so embarrassed.”

“Of course, you can’t do it like that, Steph. The first thing though is that you need to seriously decide if that’s even what you want to do. If you do, then we’ll work on it together. It doesn’t have to be done right away. For example, you could sleep with us and you guys could start with some kisses. After a while, maybe you graduate to giving each other oral. If you want, I can teach you how to give a blow job using Brian’s beautiful cock. In the meantime, we can get you to the doctor to get you started on birth control. And I want you to know that you can talk to be about all of this at any time. If you want me to talk to Brian about it, I will whenever you want me to. Like I told Brian, all of this is a new family dynamic. There will be many issues to face and figure out how to handle. We’ll just have to handle them as a family. As long as we love each other, we can figure it all out.

For example, one of the things to figure out is that your brother and I were naked here all day long until just before you got home. We really liked it. I told Brian that your dad and I never wore clothes at home before you guys were born. Brian, though, was worried about whether you would be uncomfortable if we were naked at home. So that’s an example of an issue to work out.”

“Wow, that is an issue. I guess I don’t have a problem with you guys being naked. It would be a bit of a shock at first, I’m sure. Especially seeing Brian naked and probably getting hard every time he looks at you. I’m not sure yet about being naked in front of Brian although if I get in bed with you, that becomes a moot point. I think I should maybe go to my room and think through all of this for a bit. I certainly don’t want to come between you two enjoying yourselves. The question is just where I fit into this equation. I mean, Beth is probably the only person who’s seen me naked since I hit puberty. Oh, God, and what about when Beth comes over? Will you guys be naked? Will you guys be having sex on the couch when we walk in? If you and I start having sex, do I tell Beth? There’s so many questions going through my head right now.”

“That’s what I mean about us needing to solve some issues,” I told Stephanie. “Maybe what we should all do is start writing down questions like that so we can talk about them and figure out how we are going to handle them. But let’s take it a step at a time. The first step right now is about you. It’s about how you feel about it. And whether you want to participate in any way or not. Let’s first concentrate on our household before we worry about the outside world. Just know that regardless of your decisions, Brian will be sleeping with me, and presumably having sex with me, as often as he wants. I don’t know if he’ll be in my bed every night or a few nights a week, or what. It’s up to him. Everything that goes on here has to be voluntary. You, then, can decide if you want to visit my room at night whether or not Brian is there and what if anything you want to participate in. Brian and I have made out decision. The next decisions are yours and there is no urgency in you making those decisions. For now, we’ll table the house nudity or sex on the couch until you make some of those decisions. Is that fair?”

“That sounds absolutely fair, mom,” Stephanie responded. “I can’t say I’m not envious of the relationship you two are forming. I think it’s pretty hot for both of you, if you ask me. I certainly don’t care about the incest aspect of it since I very much wanted dad to make love to me. While I hadn’t actually thought before about having sex with you, I do enjoy it with Beth. With you being open to it, I think that’s probably something I am going to want to try. You never know, I might find out that what I have with Beth is really something more than I thought or I’ll find out that I’m just a bisexual slut. I wouldn’t mind being a bisexual slut. That actually sounds like a lot of fun.”

“That does sound like a lot of fun. Like I said, I haven’t been with another female since college so it’s been a long time. But if you’re game, I’m certainly game. This is a new chapter in my life. Dad proved that life may be short. We need to get in all the pleasure and love that we can while we’re here. Just think, dad died without knowing the joy of making love to you. That’s a real shame. Let’s meet life head on and try to enjoy ourselves every day.”

“You know, mom, you put it that way and it all crystalizes it, doesn’t it? I think you’re right. I’ll sleep on this tonight and think about it, but I’m thinking that you’re right about all of this. You have your hunk of a son screwing your brains out and who is it hurting? Absolutely no one. Society would say it’s wrong, but screw the rest of society. We should be able to live our lives the way we want as long as no one is being hurt. So as of now, my feeling is you two should do whatever you want around the house. I won’t mind if you’re always naked or if you’re bent over fucking on the dining room table. I just need to decide what is right for me. And the one thing I know is right is that I don’t want to put any crimp if your or Brian’s happiness. The only real thing I need to think about is my relationship with Brian.