A Mother and Her Love of Her Son; Pt 1

The morning started just as every morning seemed to anymore. Get up, don her robe and begin breakfast for the kids before awakening them for school. She hadn’t slept well since Joel’s promotion. His new job was several hundred miles away and they had decided not to move until the school year was over. Because of that Joel stayed there during the week and then came home most weekends. She seemed to always have a pulsing awareness of how long it was between their bouts of lovemaking. This morning she had awaken rubbing her clit into the sheets with an almost unbearable urge to touch herself. God, she thought and this is just Monday, a day after our early morning lovemaking yesterday. Joel wasn’t the greatest lover and definitely didn’t have the best equipment to perform with but when they were together every night it had sufficed.

“Good morning”, Mackenzie said cheerfully as she walked into the kitchen and plopped down at the table.

“You’re awfully cheerful this morning, you must have gotten a good night’s sleep”, her mom replied.

“Gary called me last night and we talked for hours. He’s so cute and everyone wants to go with him because he’s the quarterback on the football team, but, he asked ME out to the show Friday night. I think he wants my body!”, Kenzie teased her mom.
“KENZIE”…..Kim said, startled at her words. “What do you mean he wants your body??”

“Oh you know, he’s always telling me how hot I am and how pretty I am and all that. Don’t worry mom he’s not gonna get me…….not yet anyway…she said, smirking at Kim’s startled reaction to her words.”

“Kenzie, you’re just 18 and you shouldn’t even be thinking about having sex yet girl.”

“Mom, you’re so old fashioned, I’m probably the only virgin at school….everyone else’s mother put them on birth control in high school to protect them from their hormonal instincts. I bet you don’t even think I should have my own vibrator!”

Kim’s mouth dropped open as she stood thinking how to respond to that. “Do you have one”…she finally asked?

“You should know mom, you go through my stuff often enough.”

Kim’s face reddened as she knew she was caught. She did go through Mackenzie’s stuff but she hadn’t known she knew about it. “I..I put your clothes away for you, would you rather do it yourself?”

“What would you do mom if you read in my journal that I was screwing every guy at school. I’ve started to write that just to see if you’d confront me about it and admit you were reading it.”

Kim felt guilty, and stammered in defense, “I..I haven’t read your journal in a very long time Kenzie. When I did I was consumed with guilt so I never did it again. Are you mad that I pried?”

“No, not really, I understand why you do it but now that I’m getting older I really think you’d trust me to do what is right and not feel the need to spy on me.”

“I promise I will never look at your stuff again Kenzie because what you said is true and I know I can trust you to come to me before you do something stupid.”

Kim felt very uneasy at this conversation and decided to go wake Rick up and asked, “Are we OK then?”

“Yes mom, I still love ya”…and then as an afterthought, “does that mean you’ll get me my own vibrator so I can be like everybody else”…she said laughing loudly!

Kim smiled and said, “I’ll think about it.” As she walked up the stairs she tried not to think of her daughter in bed, thighs spread using a vibrator on herself. For some strange reason her clit began a soft pulsing as that vision passed through her mind.

Rick’s door was partly open and thinking he was up she pushed it open saying, “Breakfast is ready anytime you’re”……..She stopped, stunned by the sight before her. Rick was still in bed, arms folded over the pillow that covered his face and the sheet and cover was partially wrapped around his body. Kim’s breathing immediately became deep, slow, as her gaze took in the scene before her. Rick’s dick was standing at full mast, rigidly swaying and was monstrous in size. She wanted to run from the room but her feet were frozen in place as she stood mesmerized by the enormity of his size. His cock was at least a foot long and thick, so thick that Kim felt a trepidation of the pain it could cause as it forced her labia to accept it. She immediately realized she was thinking of how her son’s dick would feel entering her pussy, his mother’s pussy. Every cell of her being was crying out how wrong it was for her to stand there staring at her 19 year old son’s dick enjoying the incestuous thoughts arousing her. The throbbing need his cock awakened within her body easily overwhelmed any objections her morals presented.

Her thoughts shocked and disgusted her as she began imagining walking to him and straddling his dick and pressing it into her ravenous cunt. As quick as she dismissed that thought, the hunger in her pussy had her thinking how nice it would be to have Rick fuck her on those nights Joel was gone, feeling his huge cock pressed wholly inside her dick starved pussy. She watched as his young dick began to lay over sideways and then jerked stiffly erect, straining as his glans swelled, his entire cock shaking with the intensity of his erection. Kim couldn’t repress the moan that escaped her as she imagined him inside her jerking, throbbing stiffly as she felt his glans throbbing against her deepest flesh. Her hand unconsciously slid inside her robe and lightly stroked her clit as her mind became absorbed with thoughts of Rick’s cock entering her deeply. She felt weak as she leaned back against the wall for support. Her breathing came quicker, harsher as her thighs spread unconsciously. The hunger within her, the unrequited need that possessed her constantly, held her firmly in its grasp as her fingers caressed her swollen orb quicker, pressing upon it harder as she allowed her incestuous visions to drive her actions. She felt possessed as her unnatural desires overwhelmed and controlled her.

The inferno of her arousement consumed her completely as her thighs opened more, knees bent slightly as her head lay sideways, eyes closed as the first gripping waves of orgasm washed through her. She mashed her lips together, then bit her lower lip in an effort to stifle her deep moans as the voltage like waves of pleasure caused her thighs to squeeze tightly. Her body bent as as pleasure coursed through every cell of her body. When the sensations finally began to ebb and her eyes again opened, she groaned loudly, her body tensing even more tightly at the sight before her. She watched as Rick grasped his jerking dick and begin stroking it slowly, his hips gyrating with the sensations his squeezing instilled. Her son was watching her tense in orgasm and she knew that he realized it was the sight of his stiff dick that caused her passionate arousement, knew that she wanted his dick. Their gazes met and lingered, the desperate need in his eyes told of his desire to fuck her. She heard his moans as he watched her hand increase its circular motions as her own body seemed to explode with need again as she realized he was awake and was stroking his cock as he thought of her.

She knew she should stop, should leave now, but knowing he wanted her as badly at that moment as she needed him caused her body to tense in the wildest, most intense orgasm she had ever felt in her life. She couldn’t even try to stifle the moans that escaped her lips as she watched his fat glans begin to swell and his balls begin jerking, lifting against his body before expelling a lump of cum so large she saw it racing up his shaft. It was like watching him in slow motion as his glans flared hugely, his urethra opening as his balls forcibly propelled the large lump 3-4 feet in the air while streaming a trail of white pearlescent jism. She found it impossible not to imagine how his cock would feel erupting so forcefully deep inside her. Her hand rubbed her clit excitedly as each of his eruptions seemed to shoot straight into the pleasure center of her brain.

Her body shuddered and went weak causing her to fall to her knees moaning, cupping her pussy tightly as she drove her fingers deep inside herself. Her hand gyrated and rubbed as she fucked herself brutally until she squirted forcefully. Stream after stream she ejaculated, soaking her hand and the rug beneath her as she hunched into her probing hand. Her ass squeezed, pussy muscles clenching with each forceful spewing from her urethra. She had never squirted before and once her body had expended her arousement she felt her cum draining from her pussy to mix with her ejaculate and stream wetly down her tightly clasping thighs. Repeatedly Rick’s young balls erupted, shooting cum skywards until finally, like a volcano spewing fiery hot lava to stream down the mountain, his cum bubbles from his tip in slick white molten gobs to flow down over his pulsing glans to coat his still grasping, moving hands. So much cum, so virile and forceful she thought as she gasped and squeezed her clit hard. Her tongue slid over her lips as she craved to taste his young sperm on her tongue. Her body began quivering, shaking as she watched Rick’s body emulate her own as his ass cheeks squeezed, lifted and shook violently before they both fell drained by the intensity of the emotions gripping them both.

Kim’s ardor was quickly diminishing now and she felt herself blushing with her embarrassment, shame setting in for what she had just done and how her actions had affected her son. She wanted to beg his forgiveness, to elicit a promise that he would never tell anyone what they had just done, to try and explain how his father’s absence had left her so in need, to explain, to explain. But her shame was too great and all she could do is flee out into the hallway and cry. She knew her entire life was going to be taken, her family dissolved, Joel taking the kids and leaving her. And Rick, she could not even begin to imagine what he was thinking of her now. Would he tell, would he feel so badly that he needed to seek help from a school counselor? Everything that could possibly happen raced through her mind as she stumbled back to the kitchen.

Thank God Mackenzie wasn’t there to see her sobbing. She tried to calm down and rinsed her face with cold water as she planned on what she would say to Rick when he came down. When he did come down, Kenzie was with him and they were bantering back and forth about Gary, Rick teasing her about how Gary could have anyone he wanted and she’d have to give it up to get him to date her like everybody else had.

Kenzie just smiled and shook her behind and said, “This is what he wants but I’m not like all the others and that’s why I’m gonna be the one to keep him. He’ll see that I’m quality not just quantity, wait and see big brother!”

“I got your quality right here Kenz”, he said, grasping his dick and then quickly glancing at his mother as he realized what he’d done and he actually blushed. “I’m sorry mom, I know I shouldn’t have done that, but she is just my sister.”

“Which is exactly why you shouldn’t have done it”, Kim replied, trying to keep the nervousness from her voice.

Rick’s gaze kept falling to the front of her robe and she felt very uncomfortable knowing she was still nude under her robe, her juices still streaming down her thighs and he wanted her to expose herself to him. He saw her as a potential sexual partner now instead of as his mother. Even worse she was having to mentally fight herself to keep from doing what she knew he wanted. She had never noticed the large lump at the front of his Jeans until now, and now it seemed so pronounced as if it was screaming, “Look at me!”.

She tried to busy herself around the kitchen to restrain those thoughts but every time her gaze fell on him her thighs clenched and a strong thrill gripped her clit. Finally she just sat down, crossed her legs and sat there with her leg pumping, squeezing her thighs with the rhythm of the pulses her thoughts caused. He acted perfectly normal except for his stealthy glances when Kenzie wasn’t looking, that and he kept dropping things and glancing under the table at her thighs. Each time he did that he’d look at her eyes as if he wanted her to know what he was doing. Kim felt her pussy moistening and yearning to feel something entering her and she knew what it was she craved so badly.

She couldn’t push the memory of his cock spewing cum so forcefully so high in the air and how his glans swelled and receded with each hot explosion as if spitting his lava like juices from his youthful balls. How would that feel inside her pussy she wondered? She had never imagined a man could have such a dick much less a boy! She had always heard of black men being well endowed but a 19 yr. old white boy?
She couldn’t restrain staring at his dick and when he saw her looking his hand fell to his dick and he squeezed it repeatedly as he stared at her bare thigh. She saw it growing, stiffening in his grasp and again felt the fog of lust descending over her mind. Her thighs uncrossed and she knew what she was going to do and it disgusted and repulsed her but the imprint of his fat glans on his pants demanded it. Her breathing was deep, fast, and her pussy clenched repeatedly. Kenzie ran up the stairs and Kim’s thighs opened slowly, hesitantly as her mind screamed NO!, God NO!, but her body refused to obey that part of her mind. She watched her son’s reaction as her shaved pussy was displayed openly to his view. She saw the lump in his pants jerk, straighten and his attempt to adjust it. He openly throbbed under her stare. He walked over to stand at her shoulder and she raised her hand to shield her eyes so she wouldn’t be staring at his dick directly in front of her face. Rick took her wrist in his hand and placed her hand on his hard dick and she couldn’t restrain from squeezing his dick through his pants. The hard pulsing and jerking of his cock radiated down her arm like a voltage that caused her pussy to clench and her clit to crave to be touched. “Please don’t Rick, it’s just that your dad is gone so much and y.y.you’re just so large…oh no, no baby please, I can’t”,she moaned as Rick knelt before her while glancing up the stairs. Her chest began heaving as he opened her thighs and lowered his face towards her pussy revealing his intention of licking her right there. Every moral sense in her body screamed for her to stop this but all she could do was close her eyes and spread her thighs even wider as her body lifted to his tongue. Kim moaned loudly as his tongue pressed hard against her clit and her hand reached out to pull at his head while her hips undulated sensually. Just then Kenzie began yelling for her mom as she bounded down the stairs causing Rick to jerk upright and Kim to slam her thighs shut and close her robe quickly. Kim was left clenching her pussy while her clit throbbed madly as she experienced a disappointment like none she had ever known. Her thighs squeezed and a hard shudder wracked her body as she repressed a loud moan.

She wanted so badly to talk to him before he left for school to ensure his silence and explain why they couldn’t go further with an incestuous relationship, but Kenzie just wouldn’t leave them alone. As they walked out to their cars, Rick suddenly turned and ran back to the door and kissed Kim on the cheek and whispered, “Don’t worry mom I won’t tell anyone anything, it’s our secret, just you and me! You’re beautiful mom and I love you!”

Kim felt tears of joy forming in her eyes but also a trepidation of what might transpire if Rick was honest about keeping it between just themselves.