A chance at a new sex life; Part 6

Last night’s sleep was very restless. With the pain and with the dreams I was having. Most of the dreams consisted of myself with either Stacey or Laura. Always ended the same way. I woke up before the best part.

Normally on Sundays I have work but going with the doctors and mom’s advice, I’ve taken the day off. Derek seems ok about it when I speak to him. Holly will be just as gutted as I was on Thursday when she was off, that I’m not there.

Again, I spend most of the day in my room. I remember that I took that video for Laura so I jump onto my laptop and load it up onto an USB, I don’t watch it though. I think about it but just feels little bit too weird, even with everything going on.

I debate most of the day about going to speak to Stacey about last night. I need to clear the air between us. I don’t want it getting awkward. Well more awkward.

However, I don’t get the chance until after dinner. She was out with friends all day and couldn’t exactly bring it up at dinner in front of our mom.

I wait till a little later and I knock on her door. She calls me in.

“Can we talk?” I ask, slightly opening her door.

“Yeah we can!”

“Thanks” I shuffle into her room and sit on the chair by her desk. She is lying on the bed on her laptop. “I just wanted to make sure you are ok!”

“I’m fine Robbie, Brad has been texting me and calling me.” Her face turning sad.

“What has he been saying?”

“Just calling me names and how I’m worthless without him…” She trails off.

“Stacey ignore that idiot” I move across to sit on the edge of her bed. “He’s the worthless one- and a-woman beater for that matter! You’ll do so much better without him.”

She gives me a weak smile as some tears fall. “Thank you, Robbie.”

“You’ll be ok! It will hurt what he says and missing him but you’ll get past it and be better for it.” I softly take one of her hands, giving it a gentle squeeze.

“You’re right!” She turns her gaze to my eye, “it’s looking slightly better! Does it still hurt?”

“It’s not as bad” I lie, it is a little better but still hurts like hell. “He will be worse!” I joke and we share a laugh.

“Listen Stacey about last night…”

“Robbie what nearly happened can’t happen!”

‘Wow shot down already’ I say to myself.

“We both know what nearly happened and you have to agree with me that it can’t.”

“Yeah that’s what I was going to say!” I lie, my heart sinking.

“Oh, well good. I’m glad you agree. It was a moment of weakness from us and would spell disaster!”

“Totally agree!” ‘Totally don’t agree!’

An evil thought crosses my mind about bringing up her webcam shows but I decide against it. She’s being rational about the kiss, hurting from what’s happened and that would just be a dick move. It might work in my favor but the timings not right.

“I’m glad we cleared things up!” I smile as I give her a hug.

“Yeah me too” she hugs me back and I leave her room.

I slump back onto my bed when I get into my room.

‘Well that didn’t go to plan!’

Mom again suggests that I give college a miss the next day as well, let the swelling go down more. I argue my case as I don’t want to spend another day in the house but that’s just what I do. I’ll have to wait to give Laura the next video. I want to see her reaction to my first solo one.

That night, I load up my laptop and get to the cam show website. I’m glad to see Stacey is there. She’s got a low-cut jumper on that just sits across her chest; her shoulders uncovered. She’s wearing a pair of yoga pants. There’s something off. She’s not doing a sexy dance or even a sexy talk. She’s talking about that she’s going to be going on a break due to personal issues. There is a large mix of dings and begs for her to say. She assures everyone that she will be back soon. With that she logs off and the screen goes black.

‘Got to be kidding me!’

I was mindlessly playing with myself whilst I watched and listened to my sister but now, I have a hard on.