A New Experience with a New Life – Part 3

A New Experience within a New Life – Part 3

Every day this week has been a hidden anguish; even Zack has been visibly nervous. We try our best as not to project more than we want to (that being nothing at all!) but our over-thinking is making it difficult. Last night was especially arduous; there we were, the three of us, sitting in the living room, watching some crappy TV, when she said it: “You two have been a bit weird this week.”. Fuck me, I swear my soul left my body. Zack, too. I don’t even remember what I said in response but she didn’t press any further. It still leaves me and Zack in no-man’s land but at least we are haven’t been shot by the truth. Thank fuck it is Thursday; we are all home this weekend as well, and all day Friday by some odd quirk of fate. We can use the time to try and get a sense of normality back, maybe even sweep everything under the rug before anyone knows the dirt was there.

FUCK!!!!!!! She texted me while I was working! Perfectly fine in as of itself but the wording: “I have a surprise for you later” is far from perfect. She knows. She fucking knows. That’s it. It’s done, it’s over. I don’t know what I am going to do. I was happy with this life, the happiest I have ever been, and I have fucked it all up. My delivery route is almost over, guess I will just have to go home and face the music. I continue my work the best that I can but if anyone saw me they would know how mortified I was. It’s finished now though. I’m now staring at my front door. I go in. It’s quiet. I do my best to shout out that I have arrived. “We’re in here.” is the response. I walk into the living room, Zack is there as well, he must know what is to come. Well, we’ve put ourselves in this situation, time to take it like an adult.

Julie – “You both have been acting weird this week. As it happens you have been a bit funny for a while now, but especially this week. This has me thinking. Maybe I haven’t been attentive enough; I certainly have been out of the house a lot lately, especially with work. This has meant that I haven’t been thinking enough about us, our family. So I have made a decision. We are going on holiday!”

Me – “A Holiday?!”

Julie – “Yes! Well, nothing too over the top, it was at short notice after all. With you two seemingly going a bit stir crazy lately what with everything that has been going on I thought the best thing to do is rent a house out in the wilderness for us. We have it from tomorrow until Sunday Evening.”

Me – “I love you, Julie; more than you can ever know!”

Julie – “Aww, I love you too. I just thought we could all do with a change, and with a whole house to ourselves and the freedom of the open air we could just relax for three days and get rid of all our worries. How about you, Zack? I know it isn’t the most exciting idea but I am guessing you could use a change of scenery as well.”

Zack – “Yes, Mum! I just wasn’t expecting it!”

Julie – “Neither was I! The opportunity arrived so I just leapt at it. We will leave first thing in the morning so we can all get ready tonight.”

I went over to Julie and hugged her tightly as if she had just pulled me from the edge. Whatever my anxieties were, I didn’t care. It’s what you get when you are in a relationship with a problem solver, they fix things they didn’t know were broken. I am going to start packing now but at the very least I will get a good night’s sleep for the first time in a while.

The following day we all piled into Julie’s car just as dawn was breaking. I’m sure this isn’t the type of holiday that Zack would normally like but even so he was beaming when we woke him up in the morning. Julie was driving us, as she had organised everything, with me in the passenger seat and Zack in the back. As high as his enthusiasm was, he fell asleep again pretty much instantly. I didn’t mind though, it allowed me to have a nice and pleasant conversation with Julie. The trip was relatively long but eventually we found ourselves at our holiday home. It was a pleasant little house surrounded by the open wilderness. Sure there was a nearby village but from our position it was masked by all the unbridled nature around us. Zack was awake by now so the three of us sauntered into the house and started exploring it’s mysteries. It had three bedrooms so me and Julie grabbed the main bedroom, Zack taking the second and the third we just used to dump our bags in. By the time lunch time reached us we were settled in nicely.

Now, we hadn’t brought any food with us so Julie announced we would need to head down to the local shop. We decided to walk down as a family, partly because it would be pleasant but more so that we would have three people to carry the shopping. The walk down was nice though; the fresh air was revitalising and the sense of freedom was captivating. Even Zack got in close and hugged me while we were walking; I thought it was quite bold to be so touchy with Julie here but she was basking in her success so who am I to complain. Shopping was simple enough with all the restrictions of the era but we managed to get all the food and drink we would need for the long weekend. By the time we got back it was already well settled into the afternoon so Julie opted to make a large lunch to see us out for the day. This gave me the opportunity to be alone with Zack for the first time since this all happened. I sat down with him already in the lounge. In my mind I was going to have a succinct conversation with him, to talk it out, but when I did I could see how settled and comfortable he was. I didn’t want to bring out any anxieties when everything was going so well so opted against talking about it; let’s just enjoy it while the going’s good.

We had a lovely meal, Julie whipping up a mini-feast with everything we purchased. She had already done too much today so I offered to do the washing up which she gratifyingly accepted. It was weird washing up in a completely different kitchen, like you were invading someone else’s personal space, but I got on with it nevertheless. It was nice looking out of the window and seeing nothing but nature and it made the banal task much easier to cope with. I was almost finished when I felt it. It seemed that in my distraction Julie had come up behind me. I didn’t say anything, instead opting to play her game as she played with me. She was silent as well, deciding to let her hands do all the communicating. First I felt the back of her fingers effortlessly tease across my neck and the underside of my chin. Then, when only fingertips remained, I felt them glide down to my clavicle and onwards to my ample breasts. I closed my eyes as I felt her hand take in my breast, massaging it for our combined pleasure. Satisfied, I felt her hand continue downwards with only my closely fitted clothing acting as a barrier. First I felt her on my stomach, then my hip, then my thigh. Then, to my surprise and after a moments hesitation, I felt her fingers dance to my nether region. She was gentle, letting her fingers rub up my stomach until they glided downwards, her fingers getting parted by my shaft. She may not be being aggressive with me but the feeling was electric and she could tell that I was already rising to her summoning ritual. Then I felt her body press up against my back with a hard stiffness nestling between by butt cheeks.